Countdown

I lost my other half.
I f***ing lost part of myself. It was certainly a bad start to end year 2007 without it. I feel naked. It's like sitting for a Maths test without a calculator, or having a computer without the software. There is no need for me to describe the feeling of losing something precious...the feeling of getting hold of that stupid person for stealing it...the feeling of revenge. I should have assumed a lot of unexpected circumstances would occur when I risked bringing it along. It is easier to point fingers at others, but it wasn't their fault. So, what's done is done. And talking about it, my parents did not blame me for losing it at all. Not even a word. No matter what happen, I still have to pay back my debts. I can't just depend on them right? To start off, I have to spend less in college I guess. Haha.

• I've finally gotten the time to blog on this. And I am surrounded by my family members 24 hours since they came back. I can't even have a private moment by myself to do my own personal stuffs. It's highly dangerous to have something hidden from them. As for now, they are all upstairs, leaving me behind with the computer. I just need some peace!~~

• Well, my college starts next week. Hopefully things won't get rough all over like the previous semester. I just want an easy life. But it ain't gonna be that easy. Not to forget my finals will be on June and then I will be off to university. I hope to have my wish fulfilled, something which didn't happen previously. Just get over it and be done with it!

Okay, back to the last day of year 2007, I went to Queen's Park with part of animal family. It was my first time there, and we were a little lost, my sis and I. They have sooooo many shops over there, yet there is nothing much to buy. It has always been like this, wherever I go. I did buy something, thanks to my sis. The clothes there were cheaper than usual, which is great~ In the end, we went off separately. Jin went for bbq at beaver's friend's house while Jan and KL joined SJ at her Sunday school.

As for my sis and I, we both went to Pavilion to have dinner with Nicole. That night itself, we also met up with Lin and Ann at Starhill Gallery's toilet. We couldn't find them at first, as Lin was asking to meet at the lounge. Hmm, it wasn't Shook or whatever that place is, but it was somewhere I wasn't familiar with. Basically, we met them in the toilet. Fate had brought us there together. Lol. After doing our business, we headed to Sg Wang. I cant anyhow say that Bb was a bad place to countdown, coz I seriously had fun over there. One of the best countdown ever too! Omg, I couldn't even stop thinking about it the next day. It was kind of awkward at the beginning. Well, it was coz not many were spraying at each other yet. Another reason was, both of us, Ann and I lost something valuable, or a better word... stolen!

There was one area which was packed with ppl, so as for us females, we focused more on our assets, feared of getting molested rather than paying attention on something else. A whole group of guys, they looked more like foreigners, were pushing/going near our row. A girl in front of us shouted all of a sudden, "I lost my ****". Then came Ann, "I lost my ***". Lastly, myself. "Omg Yoong, I lost my ****". It was professionally done okay, and you can't even feel anything. Somehow, girls have their own instincts. I could just sense that it was gone. Guess what I did? I grabbed hold of the person I suspected that stole mine. However, I let it go when I saw it wasn't. I don't know why I did that, but it was sort of tindakan refleks. Get what I mean?

We then went into the side entrance. It happened really fast and it was all real blur. Queen's Park seemed ages ago when it was only few hours ago. I couldn't cry. I couldn't feel anything. Compared to Ann, I was totally opposite. Unintentionally, I was tearing up a little out there when I was talking to my sis. I was saying, "Yoong, I lost my phone Yoong" repeatedly. I felt my tears started welling up. Lin was looking at me. The more she looked, the more I wanted to cry. Before, Lin was asking me, "How come you don't have reaction wan ar?" Lol, I seriously don't know how to answer that. Maybe I was just slower than them. All I knew was, I wanted revenge. I wanted to do something to get back on them. I felt like knocking that person's **** with the spray we bought. Well, my sis..she was cursing a lot. She hated them more than me! We couldn't do anything about it anyway. The only way to overcome it was to have the night of our life.

Yoongs was asking us to spray the suspects. She started with a Malay guy. To her, he looked like a molester or a thief, so she sprayed right in his eyes. Accidentally. I was like, "Omg Yoong, you kena his eyes lar!" I think she panicked, she asked Lin and Ann to walk as fast as possible to the front. Lucky for her, he didn't chase us. So, like I said in the beginning, we weren't really keen on spraying others. We really got it going when a group of guys sprayed at us. While we were trying to avoid them, my sis went straight to the culprit, and sprayed him right on the face. We were all laughing like mad.. coz she was so damn funny. Haha! It didn't make any difference having polices there to guard people like us. The ppl themselves sprayed at the polices. Who could have controlled such a big crowd? We ourselves had gone crazy playing. Oh, somebody even tapped me at the shoulder, and when I turned around, he sprayed directly at my face. What the heck? I think he was feeling guilty, coz I was looking down and pushing the foam away from my eyes. But, the whole night was just crazy. and super fun!!! Omg, I love it so much!! I even saw one of the VIPS there. He called me, "Yen yen!". I couldn't figure out who was it at first. Fortunately, I did rmb.

Anyway, things gotten out of hand after awhile, that was just my opinion. Lin's hair even got pulled by someone coz she sprayed at him. The area was just full of so-called snow flakes. People were spraying from the escalator, the ppl in the center got sprayed like mad. I don't know y the girls still wanted to dress so lala. Why do they want to dress like that when they know they were about to be sprayed? My sis asked us not to spray at those girls, she assumed that it was what they wanted. Talking about the event, I just loved everything, but I got a little tired after some time. I really didnt want to get sprayed anymore. I kept wanting to keep side but my sis was like.. "Bi, I'm wearing white lar". Yes, it was raining quite heavily. By 11.30pm, I was really tired. I wanted to go home, and didn't want to stay till midnight. So my sis followed me while Lin and Ann stayed back for the countdown. All I wanted that time was fresh air. That's it. Nothing else. Just when we were about to run to the opposite, one group of ppl sprayed at all of us and shouted "Happy New Year!!!". What the heck? We ran away from that place.. finishing the last remaining of the spray by doing it to the ppl at the escalator. I had so much fun and I loved every part of it.

My sis and I thought things would get better when we sat the train to Titiwangsa. We reached about 12am without even realizing it was 2008 already. We waited... and waited.. and waited... Many ppl were looking at us. Who wouldn't? We looked hideous. Hahaha. We met a few hamsap Malays and Banglas as well. I was really tired as we had waited so long for the bus. Slowly, the ppl at the bus stop were getting less and less. It was already 2 something at that time. Can u imagine that? We waited freaking long. Thank god thank god we didn't sit taxi. We were about to cross the bridge when 2 strangers wanted to send us back home. They're girls. So no worries. When my sis told Yiings about it. She was like, "Omg, don't be deceived by them". Lol, it is true and I even told my sis that but there were not many options. Sitting a cab is far more dangerous than sitting 2 girl's car right?

While waiting for their friend to come, an Indian guy beside talked to me. He was really really nice, and he speaks English. Lol, I always have good feelings towards people who speak English to me. I wanted to talk to him more, but the car came. So a guy fetched us back home. On the way back, we talked to them. Turned out they're Tarcians and one of them even lost her phone. Damn coincidence coz we both lost at the same spot. Haha. Anyway, the whole neighborhood was really quiet by the time we reached home, which was about 2.40am that time.
It was certainly one of the best outing to start year 2008.