Pieces of Me: Happy Birthday!!!

~07.07.07~ A special day for someone special =D

Happy birthday to my dearest duckie. It was the day when we ALL animals actually get to hang out together. After just 3 hours of sleep, I woke up to get myself ready. Yeah, supposedly meeting Ms Eu Li Nar earlier at 10am at Ts. After mc-ing her for like 5 times and msg her twice, I gave up. Guess what? She arrived with the birthday girl AND they were in the train TOGETHER. So sweat. So I walked around ALONE for 1 hour, searching for lin's present. Sorry lin for the last minute shopping. At last I found something I like alot, something which i wouldn't buy for myself though. I was feeling really nervous coz quite some time i haven't met up with them. What if there's nothin to chat with them? What if they think I'm boring? Weird huh? Im not really the type which can go real hyper or crazy. At 11am, Lin called me...asking me where am i? She dong lar...reached already also never tell!! Wanna play me some more.. was searchin for them, walking aimlessly around the 3rd floor. Then sudd jin and beaver was behind me!! Omg, eu jin...so lala! T.T But she actually looked really nice. Haha. =p dont kembang so much jin. Then we met up with Lin and Nar near the cinema. Haha, they all look so different. We stood there quite long to chat. So happy to see them.

We went to find KL and SJ at Sg Wang. SJ looked so cute!! Her bandana damn yeng. KL also noes how to dress up ady. ^^ The best part was... Lin, Jin and I wore black while KL, SJ, Nar and beaver wore white. So damn coincidence. We really got tat semangat setiahaiwan thingy, coz we all think alike. We camwhore alot next to digi and some of them actually looked good. Kinda think of it, we seldom do that, and now we have another nice group photo of us all animals. Love it. But my hair suck to the max at that moment... AND it's not easy okay.. There's always something weird in it.

At 3pm, we went to greenbox. Actually when Lin suggested that we all go sing k at first, I wasn't really excited. Coz they always choose Chinese songs. I'm a banana!! I don't even NOE how to read. Now even worse, my Chinese songs now really outdated. Sweat. But, I was wrong. We sang MLTR's songs, Westlife, Lemon Tree and all mostly 90's. Thanks to Bernard and Yi Hong. After some time, Ann arrived with a bloody hell nice cake with her. Lin was so shocked and was even in tears. I can see that she was so touched, she hugged Ann first...then everyone else. We even sang happy birthday song for her. =P Then they started smacking cream over each other. Lin got the most for sure, Lin said KL and SJ were like raping her. Haha! Oh, one thing... do I looked like Jin?? Twice beaver thought so...and even Ann?? Jin, I think i stuck too long with you already.

After karaoke, SJ and Nar went back. The rest stayed for dinner. We had brainstorming session..plan on goin clubbing, Steven's corner, bangsar and all. Waste time. KL and I were like giving signals to each other. I know she weren't interested to go clubbing. Neither was I. Then we played the basketball thingy, was so fun! Reminded me bout the times KL and I played at Ts. She was good. ^^ Finally, someone decided to have dinner at Gasoline. KL, Jin and I talked among ourselves. At first it was all about college, then it became more and more personal. I was actually close to tears when I told them how I actually felt, instead of denying and saying that I don't give a damn bout him from my previous posts. Those stuffs I told them were real. I really understood how KL was feeling. It was some sort like mine. I mean, from what she told me...it was almost the same!! Hers was slightly better, at least they discussed bout it. At least they were CLEAR about it. What bout mine? Nothing!! I still feel hurt when he wrote in the personal msg such as :

I will catch you when you fall;

let me light up the sky, light it up for you... I will never let you go;

I want to be Bumblebee..

Those msgs seem to meant for another girl. Or was he just being syok sendiri? He used to put something like that too before we got together. He likes these kind of words... but he dare not say words like these in front of girls. So far he is the only person who can actually send the type of songs which I would like. Damn it, I still couldn't get over him completely...=( AND hell I dun even know whether he likes another girl or not. I don't dare to ask him. I mean... come on, he's studying at Tar. I still feel sad whenever I think bout us..I still do miss him.