Confession of a Teenage Girl

"I'm president for chess club and vice president for interact club"

"What post do u hold at home? Nothing!! Sweep floor also didn't"

Instead of complimenting my sis, that was all she said. Come on, it's not that easy to hold such posts okay, and this is really high. Plus, she's a prefect. That too. Why can't she just say words like good gal or smart?? Instead, she uses vulgar words like stupid, dumb, chi la kak, lazy, crazy etc... Omg, u can really cry if this goes on continuously. Seriously, u wouldn't want to be in her wrong side. My mom loves to over-stress... stress over real small matter and always in the rush to complete everything. Her shouts can just shake the whole house. I know Yiings couldn't stand it..that's y she used to lock herself in the room.. and now same goes to Yoongs. U know, the more she force me to do stuff, the more I don't want to do.. I know I'm evil, but I really cant help it. The way she order us.. =( However, it's not entirely her fault, I admit it's mine as well.

Fine with me if this is her style, but she now always picks up lil fights with my dad. Keep on arguing... almost everyday. Argue over food, money, appointments and all. It's really scary just seeing them argue. This had been going on ever since my dad retired. Sometimes I wonder, are they still together bcoz of us? Luckily my dad got the nerve to scold her back, saying she's wrong. And I actually agree with my dad everytime. So does my sisters. So yeah, we corrected her indirectly... It will all then go down to education. Saying herself stupid for only studying till form 5, poor, being adopted by another person, saying her parents cant read, no tuition teachers to help her etc. She thinks differently coz she was brought up in another way. As wat my dad told her. She once said that dad always didn't side her, always side his OWN siblings. No one does!! I was like...? NO, that's not true!! That's just wat u think.. but u cant just talk bad bout dad's family or blame the rest okay.

My mom had been trying to contact my bro in Aussie as well. It's been days since he called back home. She was so worried till she called the office of his uni. Now, everyone knows bout his case. So yeah, he called back at last. He said he failed 2 papers. T.T Omg!! He'll be sitting for his sub test tomorrow.

"Jou meh lei kam chun geh? Lei kam cha ke meh? Har?"

Imagine u fail, and if u fail the sub papers, u will have to repeat the whole sem again. Whole 3 months. And it's not these kinda words u want to hear all day. At least try to be understanding, wish him luck watsoever. Yiings failed 1 of her papers before too. And she's a straight A student. Even her friends said she doesnt knows what B is. That smart. Kor, I really wish you will pass ur papers tomorrow. Wish you all the best~
No matter how wrong she is, no matter how fierce she is, I will always love my mummy dearest. Although it's not shown, I still care for her... always. I will really fulfill your wish after you...

AUTHOR : I might change my mind in a few hours time.LOL. except for the last few sentences. ^^