Far Away

I suppose to practise my dance steps..so why am i here? @.@ Haha.. I just feel like jotting down some of my thoughts in here. Last Sunday was really fun. Erica, Tom, Terry and I went to Ts to buy our outfit. It's gonna be very simple; white t shirt, black sleeveless top, and a pair of black pants + extra accessories But it's really cool. Made me looked so boyish, according to what my sis said. After the guys left, Erica and I practise a lil while at 6th floor, near the arcade. Luckily her dad wasn't stalking us that time.. Excuse me, I'm not gonna dance in front of her dad. So we discussed bout the steps..it was really nice, and I kinda looking forward to it. Hehe!

• I followed his advice, and I'm loving it now. I don't feel as lonely as I used to anymore. Now, I sit next to Tiffany during Economics. I feel so much better. However, either I feel tired, or the subject is getting more boring day by day. I was practically yawning throughout her class.
• During Maths class, I will just do my work without even bothering to talk to her. She and Shavika can just blab all they want. All I know is, I have to finish. And I must score for the upcoming test.
  
• The guy from my Csc class, which I noticed kinda *** (used to), dyed his hair again. Omg, his hair now is flaming red in front. Immediately I lost interest towards him. He is not like the rest of his friends though coz he is the one doing his work, listens to the lecturer and sits in the first row while his friends sit behind him.
  
• We no longer sit in front of the class for Acc. It's coz the aircond in that room is bloody cold. U can just freeze in an hour's time. Now, Mabel and Erica sits together whereas I sit with Janice.

On Monday, he brought his tarot cards. Lol, he actually remembered! And, I didn't realized he ate so fast that time coz of me till he said so. So touched. Haha! I asked Erica to ask him first, and the first question was..

Does *** likes another girl?"
Wat the ****?!?!?!
He was like..."What??"

I dunno, it felt really awkward. I got the feeling that I know the answer.. yet.. I dunno. Yeah, perasan case, thanks to Ccy. Lol. I just pretended nothing had happened though. He somehow predicted correctly, which was....Lol! I was really shocked when I first heard that sentence. Erica was saying.. "Oohh!! I know who is that girl already" She was smiling all the way. Erica, how could u do this?!?! I can't believe u just put him right on the spot.I wanted to know the answer..but I just kept my mouth shut. I don't want to be the ****. Like I said, I will NOT let it happen. The second question was.. will her relationship with A last? All the stuffs he predicted was so true. Aaron kept on repeating this game is plain bullshit. I don't agree at all. I don't think none of us did. I know he believes in it. Erica did too. After he finished hers, he asked me. Lol! I don't wanna ask that question no more. Not in front of everyone! Aaron was asking for me

"Anyone she likes now in Mufy?"

Lol! I thought it will help when Andrew (another Andrew) came along, No! I was SO wrong.

"I know who.. with the Capital T".

What the **** again?!?! Then, I started realizing...something is happening. I knew Andrew noticed this during M'sia Studies. I dunno bout the rest, till Erica told me. I got really shocked again. How can he ask Tom to ask that question?? Omg! And what he predicted once again, quite true. I know I cant deny that, but I just don't wan to believe it. I mean, it's really wrong okay. I'm not suppose to feel this way. Btw, the msg Tom sent was supposed to send to Erica, not him. Erica said he got really worried when I found out. Lol. he didn't know I got worried when I know the truth. Tom asked him that day.. "Do you ***?". He was saying.. "I dunno". Well, II gotta keep a real far distance from him. The further the better.