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• We had a day where everyone supposed to wear either red, green or yellow which was called Traffic Day. Seeing lots of ppl with those colours was really weird. Actually I knew that there's gonna be an event which were posted on notice boards before but I wasn't bothered to know bout it till that day itself. So, I showed up with blue and white. Lol.
• Red - Taken
  Green - Single
  Yellow - Complicated


• On Thursday, we had a photo shoot for the upcoming college's brochure. Nope, I didn't participate.. wasn't interested in it. Imagine looking at my own pretty face in the brochure. Eww...Never~ Puan Norli came to our class and chose a few very Chinese, Malay and Indian looking. Lol.. Marcus and Shavika were selected. All they gotta was to give their best smile in front of the camera. Pretty cool huh? =) My mom was asking me how come I never go for it? If she were me, she would be the first in line. Lol, I will never ever do that. Besides, I don't really like that kinda thing.

• Everyday is just college, study, practise dance, online and sleep. Have to go college early every single day so that the train wouldn't be so packed. I once left my house at 7.15am, and...swt. After I reach KJ station, I would take the bus to Pyramid, and walk about 9mins to college. Well, my first period is Economics. I usually enter class just before it starts. So, I often feel very lonely whenever they sit together and chat, which is always. That's the time when they nvr even bother to entertain me. It's coz, I usually concentrate during lessons...so, yeah. That might be it. I hate this kinda feeling. It usually happen bout 3 periods a day. During Economics, CSC and Acc class. No matter what, I will never get the chance to sit in the center. Not that I mind, just that...I dun have the chance to talk to M as much as her. Whenever after class, they will continue to talk, leaving me behind them, or just beside them...looking miserable. Enough is enough. I don't wanna give a damn anymore. I tried making friends with another gal in my class, Tiffany. I think I'll just sit next to her in class during our next lesson. Maths is okay.. just that I regretted changing class. My current teacher wasn't as good as my previous one. She's really nice and all, but I still prefer Lattif's solutions on answering questions. He might be fast, but his ways are still understandable, not as complicated. I sacrificed Maths coz of my English teacher, Ms Helen. She's so lively everytime.. making jokes and making us laugh. She's way much better than Ms Angela. Next is CSC. Once again..the same feeling. But it wasn't as bad as Accounts. The 3 of us usually sit in front together in class. Whenever there's class work whatsoever, she will just ask her, instead of me. Omg.. I really hate it. M was saying to me.. today yen yen so quiet. Lol, U know wat i wanna answer? It's because of both of you. U guys.. never even bother bout me. Don't be mistaken, I DID make an effort to, but it just didn't happen. I want to tell them all these feelings I'm goin through.. but wat am i suppose to say?? I don't want them to force themselves.. I want them to come to me.. on their own.

• I want Meena, Tom and Terry back! I want us all to be in the same class as she and I. That's y I love M'sian studies. The place where we could all gather and just joke around. I just want them, and that's it! All I want is someone to care bout me, someone who cares bout my feelings.. is that so hard? I may not talk much, but I still care okay. I've been through this before. I don't want it to happen again. It sucks all right. However, there's someone who had helped me alot in this matter.. Lol, I tell more stuffs to him than the rest of my friends. One of the reasons is coz I go back with him everyday. He always makes me feel better, sticking by me. He might not know but I really appreciate it a lot. Lastly, Tom, I dunno whether u did that on purpose or not.. but I had a slight feeling that u did. There's no possible way u will write his own name when u were supposed to send to him. To back things up, I didn't sms u the day before..and u were replying him right? @.@. No worries, it will never happen. In fact, I will NOT let it happen. Lol.